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Friday, October 26, 2007

look, i am really sorry for wat i wrote... i just dumped all my frustrations there and dun care as i was nt only frustrated but troubled and miserable...


Saturday, October 20, 2007

I realised something seriously wrong about me. I just cannot trust anyone...and i basically mean everyone...sometimes i use lies to cover up for my mistake but sometimes i have to let it get exposed...i dunno why u never reply to my sms but wateva it is, u hav really caused me in deep shit...u noe wat u hav done but i won't pursue it...but i felt pain at first u noe..when i heard u laughing...it gives me the impression tat u are purposely avoiding it...you know your high pitch laughter can very easily give u away...i have known your characters but i still cannot trust u...i kept thinking wild thoughts to myself... i felt misery and anger...





When can i hav a day whn it does not nid to be me who is so angry or suspecting everyone? I wan to be happy again...not be a dull guy... ihate myself for tat but somehow it is not only u...everyone else gives me the impression tat i cannot trust them but i want to......




Feeling tumultuous at the moment...


Thursday, October 11, 2007

Just because i may treat you as a friend doesn't mean u hav no nid to treat me back like tat,i understand tat he is definitely of much better qualities than me, he is more handsome, but u are not treating me like a friend at all and i dun think u will ever get it. I am super pissed off now with some people. I f i treat u as a friend, why are u treating me lyk tat, i am so god damn pissed off...since when was the last time u tagged me? If u really do treat me as a friend just pls go tag at my blog.

Living my life in misery AND agony now......................................................................................................................................................................


Tuesday, October 09, 2007

Sian exam over unless if u count acc as a paper...feel like dying already...but now suddenly i am not going to die, coz the exam is finished. So here comes a super long post Here are my targets for the exams

Eng compo and letter writing: 19/30,20/30




Eng Compre:35/45( or is it, something like tat lar



Chi compo and si han: 40/70 (seriously i am not aiming high i 10 mins chiong 2 pages),15/20(duh... i spend a lot of time on it...)



Maths Paper 1: 25/50( i suck at it, maximum can get if all correct is oni 34?) Happy to pass man...) Although i never include the half done...



Geog:70/100( My open-ended will suck again)



History: 28/35(feel confident of this)



Lit: 50/75( noe i am aiming too high but i rather do tat than aim too low coz i feel more confident then usual)seriously...



Science:80/100( the only way to pull up my bio/chem so as to prove susan low wrong) good luck joshua on getting top in class so as to get halo 3



Maths Paper 2:38/50(happy to get tat coz i suck at construction...seriously...)



Acc: Full marks...60/60(why not? Just study a piece of paper)

Now to do quiz i am forced to do:

list out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:

1. MP4

2. somethin that can be seen

3. A surprise gift

4. ppl wishing me that (sadded, this year only gt 12 ppl wish)I wan more...

5. * **** **** ** ****** ******* ******** *** *** ******** *** **

1. the person who tag you is?
Vicky

2. your relationship with her is?
my foreign lang classmate

3. your 5 impressions of him (her)?
#1. Helpful in jap

#2. rich enough to pay for someone cab fares

#3. "short"lar

#4. definitely nt exerting too little pressure on the ground as her contact area is
not big like pu yin( get my waffle inside this piece of "food"

#5.clever enough to score top in her school

4. the most memorable thing she has done for you?
Nothing? unles u count helping me in jap...

5. the most memorable words she has said to you?
" I am not short!"

6. if she becomes your lover, you will?
run away coz i cannot stand someone being too clever

7. if she becomes your lover, things she has to improve on will be?
become less clever

8. if she becomes your enemy, you will?
Feel sorry

9. if she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
She is too short!

10. the most desired thing you want to do for her now is?
suan her in japanese

11. your overall impression of her is?
ok lar...

12. how do you think people around you will feel about you?
dunno...go ask them...

13. the character you love of yourself is?
not like zhi han

14. on the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
Having long legs

15. the most ideal person you want to be is?
Mr loh...let everyone be bored to death by my talks. Muahaha

16. for people that care and like you, say something to them.
ty lar

17. pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you:

1. Tsz hin

2. Joshua(a good reason for u to post)

3. Soravee(let tat be your first post lar)

4. Mervyn Yee

5. Vicky again

6. Zi how(noe u just created a blog)

7. Henry

8. PUYIN(shyt no space liao)

9. Sueanne

10. Brenda


who is no.6 having relationship with?
Zi how? Dunno he say gt gf liao but never tell us who...

is no.9 a male or female?
Sueanne? I dunno leh

if no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Henry and brenda? Ya right... as much chance as zhi han likes brenda...

how about no.8 and 5?
Nah..they dun even noe each other...

when was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
dunno...just now she talk to me but i playing o2 jam

what kind of music band does no.8 like?
Pu yin? Don;t cha by pussycats doll go listen it is very nice

does no.1 has any siblings?
Tsz hin? 2 sisters

will you woo no.3?
Not answering...but most probably nt

how about no.7?
"vomits"henry..."vomits"

is no.4 single?
No.. he and no 10 are together

what's the surname of no.5?
I think it is yeow...

what's the name of no.10?
Brenda leong or mrs yee call her wateva u like

what's the hobby of no.4?
dunno.. ding funny moves and kicking my chair in the eamination hall

do no.5 and 9 get along well?
Sueanne and Victoria.. they never met b4

Where is no.2 studying at?
joshua:cchms

talk something casually about no.1?
Tsz hin...? He has some foreign blood in him and likes to disturb other ppl but he is still a nice guy...

have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
"vomits" am i squashed? i wan t odie if i ever developed any feelings

where does no.9 live at?
Sueanne? Near chinatown u think...

are no. 5 and 1 best friends?
Victoria and Tsz hin...total opposites only similarity is both are clever

does no.7 like no.2?
Henry liking joshua? well i pity joshua man...

how did you get to know no.2?
joshua: from Bangladesh, no lar, in cchms

does no.1 have any pets?
Tsz hin? a pet tortise

is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
no "pukes" wonder how he wil ever be one no offense to him though

There...my longest post in 13 years...


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