i think i'm loving you:o
"Which is better? To see the end of something or to see the beginning slowly unfold?"
Teacher's day celebration at school today. After tat went to meet 6k ppl except for ester and hx( who pang-sehed us:( ) . Later went to eat lunch and then gt back to mbs after much contemplation by me to go elsewhere hehehe:).
Reached mbs and saw some other 6k ppl lol. Fine with tat hahaha but somehow i felt guilty coz i was cold to them unlike other ppl when i got super high when i saw them. Guess the emotiones back then still exist in me today somehow. After seeing the teachers, got home, slept, tuitioned, blogged. Life's tat simple right?If only...
They say tat knowledge has no boundaries
i finally understood why
it's coz when we reach a certain point
giving up is not an option but a must.
coz only by giving up
can you continue acting tat young innocent and stupid
"Coz life gave me a explosion right in the middle today"today's screwed. No comments about it. It is nt even my fault. Dam...How i wish you would understand. Played b-ball with jordan in the morning tuition mug sleep. How simple can life get?:)
if only my dad was tat simple to comprehendtmr teacher's day celebration. Gonna hope nothing screwed up.
just life here i am hoping for love to strike me again.i dun even know why u are taking it like thisit is not even my faultbut since u deem it as mineu just make me sppechlessi am just a jokeas someone said beforea piece of crap and u are in it
"C
oz when u are so close and so far to me, you just leave me speechless."coz i think i love youbut i think my mind hasn't gotten over you. It's tough.
I find that i have been too slack this term. I gotta study hard already. It's either now or never. Motivation is strongly needed. Hoping that teachers won't walk out from class again. So many things in life i hope for but i know it will never happen. I just gotta study hard now and i mean study rlly hard.dun wanna be called a follower coz i ain't i belive in my own rights and ways and tat is me:)
coz when u see things to a large extent
everything else is forgotten
except you.. and me
wat can i say about this love? haha confusing
"Coz when the party's over you look back at the balloons and wish u were still back there."
Yes i am back:) hahaha credits to ESTER YEO for helping me solve tat persistent problem. Yay now i dunnid to go to lj already.
LJ sux coz
1.no one can tag me
2.no one bother looking i guess which might be good to:)
3.nothing else
Finally it has been the end of week 9. This whole school year seems to past in the blink of an eye and suddenly i find myself looking back at this year and regretting so many things.
. like u leaving me my sucky results and things like tat. Oh ya and my class too, sadly:(The last week of school is coming, or rather, the last 3 days are already approaching. I really dunno wat to say of it... It was basically a screwedupdunwannatalkmuchalthoughcouldverymuchbefulfillingandyetnotcozidunhavthesenseofvictory kind of feeling. oh ya, did i add fked up by any chance too?
tuition's work pilingschool's work snowballingbut love is...just unfulfilling i guess...
if tat's the way u choose to think of me and tell others abt me, u are no diff from what u said of me
"Which is better? To see the end of something or to see the beginning slowly unfold?"
