on hiatus until mid-year, that is a promise i made to myself as i strive to achieve well and get the combination i wan for this year. I have been thinking thru a lot and decided that since most probably i won't be having volleyball for the next two weeks i think i will just try my best to chiong my studies and ace it.

sianzzzz need to go school soon liao i still posting:D anyway just put a new song no hidden meaning for those of u who thinking a bit... junxiang i warn u here u are dead today...dun say i didn;t warn u I DID OK?

sometimes when we want to study, we feel stressed up(e.g Adam) i dunno how to describe myself now. It is like i am torn between 2 worlds
one the playing world and the other, the study world. My mind kept reminiscing back to my previous days(yes i was white before kevin not always black)and i would think, is it really worth it? i am like struggling in both studies and volleyball, even when yesterday i went to play soccer, i find that i had no form because i was torn in between this dilliemma. I need to know which way is the best way tolet me make a stand or the best even make a decision that proves to be a two-edged sword. If i say i feel bad, no one will believe as i am like care-free slacker but the truth is i want to make an ultimate decision in life which could prove 2 things in the upcoming future. Either i will aim to do well in sports starting with volleyball, before i turn to other sports then i will do well, if not i shall be studying and score well, i find it hard to multitask no matter how much i want it. I am not like adam(in the past when he was in sec 1) I have to make a stand.



Btw kevin i am sure u will find your maths workbook lar. You just dun be upset coz that will pain others too...we all care for u so just remember that...and zhi han i swear if u say these words one more time i will giv u more happy slapping adam relax sia, you are still way better off then me in both aspects of volleyball and studies so if u are feeling bad wat abt me???Kah yong, since u tagged my blog, i shall abide by my promise.Sueanne, my blog is going dead soon, it is on the mourning bed already.Junxiang, you say that one more time, i tell the whole world u are xiang wai(oops)Puyin, ppl call me that bcoz of my name=.=spammer/LZH, dun eat too much polar puffs






I am feeling lost and lonely with no one to care for, ij ust hope that what god has brought to this earth as a gift or as a punishment may still exist...