it is only now tat i realisethe peace which once existed in this world has gonethe whole world has gone downpeace and love is hard to findto find a true love is a blessingfor ppl who have true friends around youtreasure themfor ppl who have lovers around youtreasure themcoz only when they are gone and not appearing in front of youthen you realise how much u miss themOMG I GOT 400 plus bucks already:D:D:D woots so happy....nothing to post so goodbye:P
the pain is slowly gone nowthe wound is going to heali know itbut like all the wounds i have on my bodyis the scar ever gonnah eal again?now the goal is gonebut i am trying to tell myself to work hard towards itdo what is best for youknow that u will let the wounds healand the let the sun tan the scarto be back to normalu know now tat antiseptic is helplessso is iodinecoz the antidoteis something so strongit cannotbe seento see your life close to perfectionis laready a joy for me:)so dun worry mmuch aboutmei will be fine:)to all my firends out therethank you so muchregardless of where you areLabels: see it at yr own risk
i have gone crazy.
I do nothing but work nowadays
can't find back the least bit of playful self for me.
I actually mug till 12 nowadays.
I want some rest.
Tiring myself out physcially by venting my frustrations in life.
So now i only do 4 things in my life,
play sports,
listen to music,
chatting with ppl
and do work.:(
nothing else
so here i am blogging
trying my best to do something more useful.
i hope i will be distracted by something now
not too big
but not too small too
i still wan to get my goal
to go tjc
is it my imagination or is it gonna be for real? i hope my instincts won't be true this time...
ain't nice waking up so early now everybody in my house is sleeping already:o this whole week has been pure fun, haha one of the best weeks yet. Maybe it is coz none of the work(as in the real work) has piled in yet.so as i sit here in front of the com typing out some rubbishy hullabloo words let me just think to myself over the week.
(coz i am getting so dam frigging bored:(
)1.I hate myself. No doubt.
2.I finally realised the missing element. Passion.
3.Surprisingly class became fun, more fun than anything else
4.I hate having sleepless nights but seems like i need to so as to be able to complete my work.
5.I hate being so busy from mon to wed, with only getting a slight breather on thurs and a better breather on fri, thus when i still need to chiong work, i find it dull.
6.I want to thank sirong and vicky for creating the class blog no doubt and all those tat tagged and asked me to link them haha:)
7.I want to go for a maths tuition but my parents think i can cope by myself. They only want me to go for sci, eng and chi.:( but on the good side, i will be 3 hours more free time as it is 1 1/2 hours, twice a week.
8.I seem to be in a current state of serious mental problem this past few times when i am outside of class, so dun blame me if i snapped at you like a mad dog:D
ok i was just kidding abt the last one.
何人かの人々に: 私は残念しかしi don'であり; tはiが一度それでのために突然懇願した情熱がなぜないようではないか知っている。 私は約3週間私の形態を失おうとしていたまたはむしろ私は考える彼がいかに失ったかキャンプの後で、誰かの後で私に言ったのであったことをの信頼は私が推測する誰かの実際に私の感情を傷つけた。 私達は個人的な栄光がeveryone'にあることを互いを待機するべきであるがようである集団である; sの頭部。 それはちょうど私達がすべてむしろ別の個人であるように、won'またようであるかもしれない; それを表現して容易であるt。 thinking abt changing blog song again... suggestions anyone?:)
Labels: and i am so gonna sink in it., the passion is dying
well, i guess this is my later? haha already like 2 days liao...lols...XD
and i currently have no mood to blog still:( where was the inspiration?3BN was ok feels werd coming late and in long pants coz it is like almost everybody is there already, haha then me and justin decided to go find tsz hin and kev and jx so we went upstairs and surprise surprise lor, we saw a long thin guy carrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyying (note how i stress the length of tat word:X) some books which is basically enough to last me like about 2-3 terms :O later realised kevin and tsz hin went down to find us except they went by the other staircase. lol? haha.
i know i am going to be super busy for like the rest of the year. zomg then:(later we had flag raising and othe rboring stuff like tat before we got introduced to our new form teacher, kinda shocked coz it is the same teacher tat i tried to ask him something during last year end of year but he daoed me:O:O:O oh nvm wat great fate. haha but he seems different from then.
everything is down for me trying my bes to enjoy my possibly last weekend not having any home work slowing think i should be ok already by then coz he seems quite a nice teacher. the class was ok, no comments and not going to compare coz it was totally different from back then. after school went with dearest to parkway parade to eat lunch and walk around. Haha, it was great:) one of the most enjoyable days and time of my life wish i could have more days like tat...:)
i am tired, weary, not knowing wat to dothis weekend also pretty slack for me nothing much for me to do at all... so i am feeling very bored:o can anyone reccomend me any homework for me to do to kill off my boredom? at least for the whole of this day? haha maybe the day will already be over when most people see this...rofl..
the past enthusiasm and excitement in me----died...totallytat shall be all haha... dun expect another post from me in a long long time haha:)
have i just changed or have i matured? i really dunno...Labels: expect this to be my last post in a long long while coz i won't know if i even have the time:(
HAPPY NEW YEAR PPLhaha shall blog more later now currently chionging tuition hw... why do i even hav tuition on new year sia?!?!
Tong Tsz Hin you are too much already luh!
Anyway happy new year everyone!
I PROMISED SOMEONE I WOULD POST TODAY LATER ON WHEN I FINALLY WAKE UP.
After all, pigs must sleep.
Haha yay new blogskin. Creditz to ME.
Ng Yan Lun, you good sleep so early. Hey change the tagboard colours yourself, I don't have ur cbox password!. Cya please post.