Nothing's impossible
Nothing's unreachable
When I am weary
You make me stronger
This love is beautiful
So unforgettable
I feel no winter cold
When we're together
When we're together

[ chorus ]
Will you stand by me
Hold on and never let me go
Will you stand by me
With you I know I belong
When the story gets told

When day turns into night
I look into your eyes
I see my future now
All the world and its wonder

This love wont fade away
And through the hardest days
I'll never question about us
You are the reason
My only reason

Will you stand by me
Hold on and never let me go
Will you stand by me
With you I know I belong
When the story gets told

I am blessed
To find what I need
In a world loosing hope
You're my only believe
You make things right
Everytime after time

Will you stand by me
Oh darling and never let me go
Will you stand...stand by me
will I'm be part of your life
When the story gets told

[ repeat chorus ]

Stand by me
No my darling say I want
you by my side
Say I need you here with me
Stand by me
for you my dear friend haha...l ove you

lol today was teacher's day celebrations... rather boring at first such that i was reduced to the state of doing work but later it got more and more interesting... haha...me and tsz hin laughed at a number of teacher's day
but before tat arrived in school rather early and i went out to take a note for JX!!! haha jx tsk tsk:) and was chionging lit throughout the whole time before flag raising...sorry couldn't talk to you longer...in the end when i chiong finish i was late...but managed to catch up surprisingly coz almost everyone was late...o.o...
aces day was sick... me and yiliang and tsz hin(slightly) kept walking around and did sick and gay actions...haha i think i did the most :X....
ya well this year teacher's day performance is like super empty not many performances... was given early dismissal so i had nowhere to go...then i was contemplating to go to jx pri school but in the end decided against it when i realised bing ting was going back...so i just followed him... should not have gone haha embarrased myself of my personal standards i feel so bad...disgrace liao...:'( haha nvm....
went back home and got a pleasant surprise haha later went tm with gloria pearl shuk kan clareine johnathan and nigel...met them at mos burger...we ate lunch there and later when we were eating a lot of funny things happened...like SOME ppl saying hi to each other when they are only 2 seats away? RIGHT?:D pearl was of cuz doing a lot of sick actions...laughed like crazy there... johnathan was also very sick...VERY...haha then we kept disturbing each other...ate finish we went to toys r us like some small kids playing with almost anything we can find....i got hit by an elmo which is emo and had an emo eye...stpid elmo spread his disease to me...kept playing until a guy came and stared at us when we were playing with those toy hammers...i can swear i wasn't sick ok? i seriously wasn't i only read out the words stressing out certain syllabus haha...
later we went to some shop selling a lot of nice things...seriously a lot lah...almost everything is nice except for 1 thing...we 3 guys had to be the only guys in the shop.... we quickly backed out upon knowing tat haha...when 1 fat guy came in later then we go in... we were basically like window shopping...after all the things then we went to arcade...quite fun haha...me and nigel first round the b0ball combine for 99 after tat i gt a cold streak then 2nd round only 150 3rd round only gt 200 plus even though we tried haha...sorry nigel we shld hav extended our first round lead...
wanted to take neoprints but all the shops were close! wth...haha...after tat we just slacked at the pavement there slacking as nigel still owed us something... but later we all just went off after some funny stuff pity clareine left earlier before we took the neoprints she missed out some jokes...
later accompanied her to bus stop lor... then waited for her bus befor leaving slept on the bus woke up just 1 stop before and just in time too...left it and reached home... did physics ws and ate dinner before blogging...zzz tiring day...=.=
i so can't lokk forward to wednesday coz it willl be our day finally...haha... i love ya....

it is all over... settled ok? dun wanna ever think about it...just get over it haha...
i still love you foever haha...
training now is slack...haha shocked i can jump 270cm. like 1 m taller than me haha... bet mervyn can reach 280...his jumping is super wth...

felt good anyway that i can smack the ball down haha and i suanned tsz hin at 1 lucky service which was like unbelievable he also couldn't believe it right tsz hin?:D

anyway thanks to someone who accomapnied me today for both the morning and recess i did nt mind that u needed to go off in the afternoon coz ater all u did not accompany them... I knwo your mum is scolding you real bad so gd luck ya?

tat shall be all gotta revitalise my chi file
loving you always and forever

it gave me so much pain and the feeling finally came back...i could feel i was lonely lost in the world with no one to help me...no one to be there for me
i could never ever feel this way never but somehow it all came tumbling back to me...tat night just seemed so long every sec i tried to sleep seemed like a min and every min seemed like an hour...
when i saw the message the next morning,i was shocked as i did not expect this kind of message...i was expecting atypical reply thoughts flashed through my mind...could it be tat she had her phone seen? or could it be she ignored tat message...
when i was down and out and had no one to rely on you always came to me...now that you are gone everything just seems so far away... Your words are magical every time i hear them i would feel comforted...
but now suddenly u have not answered me for 1 whole night leaving me alone like this... the feeling is not one to be imagined...imagine u just suddenly let me fall like tat...
i could not sleep...until i drowned myself with 2 glasses of warm milk did the fatigue i had endured throughout the entire day get to me and made me fall asleep...
I do not blame you...instead i thank you...you have taught me the true meaning of life when u are suddenly chucked to your lowest point i needed to move on...i needed to learn how to carry on in life... as i told someone who was there for me for a while before he went to sleep...the sun still rise without waiting for you, the fishes still swim in the sea without caring whether you will catch them or not...i gotta move on in this world as the earth is still revolving around the sun...and i gotta chase the earth to keep on pace with it...
I finally understood the meaning of love having experienced the high and low of it...darling i jus twan you to know i still love you...those memories we shared will last forever and a lifetime...ily forever....

sad.....not as in unhappy but more as in pity.......but nvm, today we both made up for yesterday poor time don't we? haha.......
had bio test and geog test this week think I did fairly ok? But everyone all wrote so long for Geog i keep seeing people asking for more pieces of paper and i was like wth?
now volley is slightly better hehe can only thunder the b boys net but i will crash into the net which ain't good anyway my first ball still is not very good lehs...maybe need to have time to control it lor...
studies it is both comical and yet serious greg is uber funny plus shirlyn and karwai keep puling all sorts of funny pranks i think i gonna be deaf with shirlyn voice? I Want A Very Good Ostrich...still can't forget that haha...cheng xiu also gone crazy...he testing out electricity by nicking some wires from the art room and combining it with batteries to test it out and let the plasticine melt wat and my poor tie now has gt gray stains thanks to him...
I don't wan to hav chem next year but it looks like i have got no choice...grrr i still can't stand susan low getting insulted by her ain't good at all
i am glad of the fun time we had today....
anyway i really love you ya? Haha... You will always remain forever in my mind no matter where you go

i woke up today and finally understood to myself life has to go on, right? I guess i just have got to do better for the next 3 tests this week...thanks for your sms to me haha i woke up and saw it as i thought you were asleep already....hahas guess that you are the only motivation for me to study on and do better.... I can't wait for every thursday

Labels: coz of you, motivation to study

i now know why it is coz i really love you and i got the strong support of my buddies that is why i managed to persist on....My buddies stood strong by me and managed to pull me up when i need ed to have it the most... i could finally understand how they feel after so long ya i will nvr forget the promises we made together...i think you should be sleeping now...it is coz i hav tat strong desire to fulfill my wish that is why i am with you...

it is hurting when u get humiliated like a white person to a black i had never felt tat way all my life...until well today...
wat she has done to me has left a permanant scar in my life...something which i have studied hard for all gone to vain like tat...
if it wasn't for the help of some ppl i don't think i could ever stand...
since u hav humiliated me i will be sure to prove you wrong... you nearly caused me to fall down and never get up
anyway interclass gt thrashed feel bad abt it? but nvm lesson learnt...
short post la coz the more i blog the more i dun feel like was being forced to haha...
susan low i am gonna make sure u are gonna regret this day the humiliation u have caused me is unbearable...

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Bridge]

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do

[Chorus]

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

changed skin long time ago now changing song too haha specially dedicated to the person who had been with me through thick and thin haha...glad to hav u as a fren noeing you will always be there for me:D
Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live
Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive
Because you live, I live, I live

gonna post now before i go back to studying...just played basketball...zzz... can't shoot well at all... my paint moves can't save my neck now... shooting percentage down to like 30-40%? Can forget about going to use 3-points to my advantage but well...but the good news is i can jump super high now...i am like shocked...wth? I can touch the board at my house now..usually is with much difficulty...maybe coz i never played for like 6 months at there? Hahas... anyway these few days have felt quite happy but at the same time understanding...dunno why...haha...
maybe coz seeing you makes me happy? Haha...
anyway back to thinking about it...maybe it was nt such a bad thing after all...but i dun wan to noe wat happens when it is all exposed and found out...trying to treasure every moment... once you are gone, it is all left me alone at chung cheng... you were right i just gotta study harder and excel too ya? haha...hope to see you when we ae in jc
may we never fall apart...

i rarely post this early do i? haha...

Anyway today was cross-country...yay gt two trophies haha...the team trophy and the individual one...SIAN...gt asthma halfway and kept walking running the second half...I was breathing with only half of wat i can breathe...(So no of amt i can breathe/ no of amt that normal ppl breathe)x1/2=25% of wat u guys breathe...Wth...but ok la gt 5th...highest i could go was 2nd...the 1st guy too fast liao he own the whole race lehs...wth...

after tat i messaged SOMEONE right but tat person nvr reply...so i was thinking of another day perhaps...but then so qiao haha i saw tat person at tm...so coincidental sia... ate lunch at the food court at tm the nafter tat slacked with them...tsz hin and kev was just listening to music...but later we went to lan for a while...zhi han loves to shoot his own teammate wth i see him always hit his own teamates the head so mnay times...then he did a dam sly tactic he went oh my mouse is not working then when I look at his screen he go shoot me...=.=...

btw i am still super frustrated at henry the truth is everytime they wan to talk to you you run away and ask us to tell u tat u are not here...is this even fair? And you have to go and ask other ppl coz it is YOU tat cannot come and they already sent you the slides why did you not mention tat huh? sometimes, you should go think over is it really amd fault? everyone lit marks will get the same it is only how you do it...do u think the rest of the group will wan to get full marks? of cuz they do this is not only your marks this is their marks if you can;t spare a thought for other ppl dun go insult them...
haha today was a really nice day:P agree with you though hope to get past one day at a time as i slowly go past time...

Labels: hahas, happy, maybe a tad frustrated but not angry coz of you

if u hear this song, you will understand
i never thought i had feel this way
and if i should ever go away
close your eyes and try
to feel the way we do
keep smiling keep shining
knowing you can always count on me
that is wat friends are for?
for good times for bad times
I will be on your side forever more
for the times when we are apart
close your eyes and love
with the words that is coming from my heart
and then if you can remember
the things we ever did
I reckon only you will be able to understand...coz you were there when i was down and helpless, emo and frustrated, happy and jovial...

Baby you're so beautifulAnd when I'm near you I can't breatheA girl like you gets what she wantsWhen she wants itYou're so out of my league (Out of my league)I show you no emotionDon't let you see what you're doing to me (Don't let you see babe)I imagine the two of us togetherBut I've been living in realityFear of rejection, kept my love insideBut time is running outSo damn my foolish prideChorus:I don't care if you think I'm crazy (Crazy)It doesn't matter if it turns out bad (I don't care)I've got no fear of losing youYou can't lose what you never hadNow I'm gonna confess that I love you (Love you)I've been keeping it inside (Inside)Feeling I could dieNow if you turn away, baby that's ok At least we'll have a momentBefore you say goodbyeYou can't lose what you never had(Ohhh)Rules are made for breaking(Breaking)Nothing ventured, nothing gainedI'll be no worse off than I am right nowAnd I might never get the chance againBabyFear of rejection, kept my love insideI told my heart I didn't want you but I liedChorus:I don't care if you think I'm crazy (I'm crazy)It doesn't matter if it turns out bad (Matter if it turns out bad)I've got no fear of losing you You can't lose what you never had(Yeah)Now I'm gonna confess that I love you (I love you)I've been keeping it inside (Inside)Feeling I could die (I could die)Now if you turn away, baby that's okAt least we'll have a momentBefore you say goodbye (Before you say goodbye)Here on the outside looking in (Lookin in)Don't wanna stay dreamingAbout what could have beenI need to hear you speak my nameEven if you shoot me down in flamesChorus:I don't care if you think I'm crazy (I don't care baby)Doesn't matter if it turns out bad (If it turns out bad)I've got no fear of losing you You can't lose what you never hadI'm gonna confess that I love you (I wanna confess)I've been keeping it inside (That I love you girl)Feeling I could die Now if you turn away baby that's okAt least we'll have a momentBefore you say goodbyeYou can't lose what you never hadYou can't lose what you never had(repeat til fade)
Hope fully i will be like tat when the time comes eh?

Aspirations will only become a reality if i work for it but what is the proof that it goes out the way you want it to be? This fri is the big day and i still haven't thought it through yet...less than 48 hours to even decide...

Is it even that hard to get no 1 for something? I wan to be the first but I just can't .... can we still be friends or not? Why am I just not that good in something which i don't wan it to be but i also want it to be? Why did I not agree to lend the geography worksheet? Lots of things to ponder about...guess this year would be a rather quiet year for me....

it may be easy to get over certain things but certain things I just can't get over with it... I hopethat one day i will get to achieve big things but it will forever remain a dream...or will it not? Those messages seem to be touching thru my heart...

I don't even want to do it but the pressure is just too much for me...too much gravity is co-existing inside me...it keeps pushing me down...why does the earth have gravity? I just want to float away but is there even a single care in this world that allows me too? Floating is something which I can only dream about...why do I feel this way for you...i dun even wan it to happen

but i also won't know what i am thinking...no one does... the pressure is just too immense too great... I really wan to study hard I am trying hard to...but is that even possible? i just can't leep up with your pace...i cannot do a lot of things...you dun see me get no 1 in anything do you? It is just oh so hard to climb to the peak eh? i keep sliding down with no support i think i love you or do i not?

Why is it so hard to do or say anything? I dun understand why u do that is it really good calling people tat? Sometimes, I wish i was just a normal kid, a kid who does not feel anything and hav lots of friends but tat is impossible eh? You are just too far away for my grasp...I really dunno wat to say....do i have to be like that forever...and it is just too hard for me to feel angry

i realise i hav been too emo this has got to stop...I don;t even know why i am like tat...sometimes, letting go just seems so hard...when i saw yr blog i felt guilty was it referring to me? I noe I should nvr have been like tat...Maybe coz of friendship tat is why we get so close but I can;t rmb the last time u tagged my blog this year...and when u tag his blog my heart broke
Maybe all this wouldn't hav happened i noe i should never have done tat...this is all my fault...I am to blame for all this...I am trying my best to smile a good one trying to smile and laugh like the rest I don't even know wat hav i become to...
i need the warmth and care of ppl...I don't wan to make you sad...I try my best to help ppl but when it comes to nought My heart feels oh so pain
I have seen the other side of the world probably a lot more than u would expect me to see to be humiliated at primary school was never a good thing to do...

I just can't seem to do it...but i must...appearing joyful and jovial on the outside is nt gonna do me any good....i need something...something to boost and speed up my life so that i can get these probs over with

but is this right for me to do? will i ever regret this decision...each passing day is slowly inching across...i feel the pressure the weight just like tat falling on me........Studies,homework, love life
suddenly pretending seems so hard to do...I cannot put on tat face i put on when i see you anymore...the pressure is just too great......

maybe i shouldn't have done all these...maybe i should not even have started it...maybe i should not even have done this done that...but it is too late for regrets...as the lyrics go
i can't breathe when my heart is broken too
you are not gone but you are not here is that the way
coz baby
i dun wanna fight no more i forgot what we were fighting for and it slowly as it seems in my heart
and i don;t wanna have to try
and the only dream i had is being with you
But it will forever remain a dream...excerpts from the song u are listening:D

sometimes i just feel so bad...i noe i shouldn't have done this i noe i shouldn't hav done tat but no matter wat i do it is pointless... Is it tat hard to lead a normal life? I just wan to get u so tightly that i am holding it too long...now that everybody noes wat is the point of telling?