eng-getting freaked out abt beefy things
chi-stupid chang wen suo duan
sci-never my best subject( I studied like siao) still gg-fied
geog-same as sci so look up
hist- the only subject i have the most confidence but still stupid penang
lit-no time at all last min then go say text is the book nt the passage
maths-9 marks gone, gg-fied my target of 85 just go flying away
so...wat do you think? I am feeling damn bad...
my confidence is just going down and down and down, i need some motivation and some encouragement but I am never given one
today i saw u at the exam hall leaving thru the door, letting you go first is like letting go of you... I have so much to say to you, but i dunno wat to say
i told someone who i really liked...first time i admitted to someone although he doesn't seem to believe
but hey, love is a strange and funny thing right?
Now the assignments still undone
-make an ava blog
-consult hard for the second half of the year
- play volleyball well
-express my love to you if i get 2a1
-hope that chen rui and they all dun suan me i am feeling so tough and yet emotional
I am thinking, why is it that we are born the way we are? Tsz Hin is so popular yet he claims he is not. He says hi to everyone he meets, tat is a thing which i admire and despise abt him coz if u say hi to everyone naturally u will hav a lot of frens but if u do sometimes some ppl will find u irritating i used to say hi but i think if i were to say now ppl would giv me that awful look, i see so many ppl i know bu tsomething is stopping me fro msaying hi to them coz firstly i do nt trust them or do i? Mind is so confused...
i really wan to say it but i dun thin i should because i am afraid u will get shocked, or will you? If i told u that i dun wan to start a relationship wit hu will u think it is wrong? I haev so much things and so little things to worry about...
Labels: a miserable and bad day
