my values in life are very simple just trust, loyalty, have friends and uphold equality.something which i think is hard to find... i know no one can ultimately treat the other equally but i need someone who can trust me...someone who is willing to treat me and everyone equally if i t was my fault i would accept the punishment but sometimes it isn't my fault and u(u noe who u are) just plan to take the blame on me and him....is it fair for the both of us? There will never be tat kind of thing in the world but at least believe in the fact that u shld treat the innocents one equally... if u do not find out who the guilty one is pls do noy punish the innocent ones...and to tat someone who keeps pushing the blame in our class i tried tolerating you live with you peacefully but if u continue to be like tat i am really gonna vent all my anger on you? I know you have your mum to protect u but it doesn't mean she can protect u forever...you should noe yourself zhi han just because u can argue once doesn't mean u can argue twice or thrice...
The second thing is trust...you promise something u adhere to it...some ppl just cannot fulfill that... and it gets me really emo...i noe it ain't yr fault sometimes it may just be a slip of mind but u imagine when i go to yr blog and suddenly read yr blog abt how happy u were guess how i would feel....
i shall not brood over the rest as i have basically emptied my fuel on the first two already...tat is wat you shld nt learn from me at all. You start fast in the end u cannot complete the race...
Now things in volleyball have recently been good and i really hope it stays that way...I am trying to improve but somehow it just doesn't seem to be enough...to catch up with the rest of you...studies wise i have to learn how to control my bro he is seriously getting out of hand playing like crazy without studying even though he claims he does...
I have tried so hard must everything go down like this?sometimes it just seems my enough is never enough...i fear yourreply but i also dun wan to noe coz the most importantly is i dun wan my heart to break
- u were great boy thanks for helping me but i need you to understand that i just need more time and understanding
- hope the friendship in hm really works out...iseemore and more ppl getting emo and realise that deep down our class are nt tat bad compared to other classes
- thanks to you buddy for being there with mewhen iwas emo and acting as my chu qi ttiongi really appreciate there
- i decided to tell you but i guessi gotta wait until after i have stabilised my life currently my life is in a twirl
- i saw yr personal message and i was thinki8ng wat u meant u are a good person pls dun let me affect you...i dun wan the same thing to happen to all the other rest who are in a relationship...
- i dun mind tat i was nt invited for yr b-day but i regretted seeing it just 5 mins after i had previosuly seeing yr blog thus i would like to wish u a happy b-day here even though u might nt noe who u are...always remember that i will be there as a friend for you...
- the rest applies for you...i am used to being a chu qi tong so i do nt mind if i continue to be one...my only greatest wish is tat u all treat me like a friend
- i suddenly appreciate the loyalty shown from some ppl especially ppl like henry but i tend to sometimes hear u mutter some things abt other ppl or me i hope u would stop it as it does nt help u or me
- thanks for listening to all those emo smses...even though we are nt in the same class but i am glad u were still there for me as a friend
- pls do not suan me on this post as i just vented almost everything in my heart...ok..maybe i only vented one-third of it...but still...nvm...
- i now clarify again...i would like to thanks you for listening to those emo smses u for listening to my emoness during the convo and especially you for calling me and listening to the troubles...i noe it is tiring for you and u get really frustrated sometimes...and things must have been thought differently for the both of us... and you for advicing me and such that we both became confidantes for each other...:D
- this song is dedicated to all those who stood by me(you know who u are) edited by me westlife seasons in the sun i took only a small portion of it but hope ya understand
- to my bro u just nid to study hard and u can play like u wan u are a smart kid in fact much smarter than me just male use of yr intellgence well...
Here is to you my trusted friends
we´ve known each other since we
were in chung cheng high
together we´ve climbed thru obstacles
learned of love and knowledge
touched our hearts
grazed feelings
to all my friends i love you
when all the birds are singing
in the sky
now that spring is in the air
friends are everywhere
think of me and i´ll be there
we had joy we had fun we had
help from each other
but the troubles that we climbed were
ust never forgotten
