sorry ppl i didn't wan you all to noe some things so i just put everything in korean

interclass volleyball coming soon liao...eager and looking forward to it hope we can win and do our class proud...we wan to own...but is tat even possible? So many things are possible any conclusion can be made... the most impt thing is we achieve it:)...other md ppl who are nt playing must also come down to giv support also hor:) show our class spirit unlike shao hong who claims that our class has no team spirit... as long as we win our first 2 matches can liao the last match we can just walk thru it coz cr gt no volleyball ppl... jyjy ppl:D i trying hard to improve also..hope to succeed...right now got so many things unclear hope the cloud can settle soon...

studies have been quite reasonable... parents came to school ytd so that they can talk about my failing subjects (art? and geog ya)... learnt a lot of things about how my parents were thinking... dang...almost dio saboed by susan low she saw them but didn't walk up to them even though she intends to... escaped first time unscathed...will there even be a second time? hope not... i must prove her wrong:D

volleyball have been good and bad... at least i don't get daoed by them:) but unfortunately, the name on my jersey still creates laughter amongst everyone... not been slacking run 5 rounds on thurs and 6 rounds on fri... and still felt reasonably ok... but now come back home very tired...i wan to be good and be noticed by everyone but is that even possible?

busybodies do not bother reading...pls... i do not want ppl to disturb me... i sincerely feel that only true friends should read...



haix my love life is in a twirl now... do i still love her as much as before? Is this considered flirting? i rmb how i always suan my grandfather on being very flirty but am i like him? i noe tat mysterious person will never ever read my blog and i noe she will nvr see this post, probably she does not even noe i exist... i have seen her twice after term started... and she gives the same feelings as compared to her... Do i love you or you? Am i able to remain loyal? Or is it probably coz a best friend could even be considered your love? rmb wat mr ahmad said that a oy and girl can hardly be best friends as they might fall for each other unexpectedly... could the same thing befall me?
I can't manage my own life even probably i should not even manage other ppl life...my heart is aching now and i got no one to help me mend it... my bro will maybe need some times to understand a breakup my parents will, i guess never understand me but i need someone to hold on to...someone whom i can share weal and woe with...guess tat has gotta wait... maybe when i have grown older and matured much more like goddad...
Maybe tsz hin was right after all...i am an emo bastard... i can never get over things easily and i can't let go of something...sigh...Guys will never understand me girls might but how do u expect me to confess everything to a girl...

Labels: tis is my 49th post somehow it is a special no....will nvr forget the past even though i claim i will...