but i also won't know what i am thinking...no one does... the pressure is just too immense too great... I really wan to study hard I am trying hard to...but is that even possible? i just can't leep up with your pace...i cannot do a lot of things...you dun see me get no 1 in anything do you? It is just oh so hard to climb to the peak eh? i keep sliding down with no support i think i love you or do i not?