it gave me so much pain and the feeling finally came back...i could feel i was lonely lost in the world with no one to help me...no one to be there for me
i could never ever feel this way never but somehow it all came tumbling back to me...tat night just seemed so long every sec i tried to sleep seemed like a min and every min seemed like an hour...
when i saw the message the next morning,i was shocked as i did not expect this kind of message...i was expecting atypical reply thoughts flashed through my mind...could it be tat she had her phone seen? or could it be she ignored tat message...
when i was down and out and had no one to rely on you always came to me...now that you are gone everything just seems so far away... Your words are magical every time i hear them i would feel comforted...
but now suddenly u have not answered me for 1 whole night leaving me alone like this... the feeling is not one to be imagined...imagine u just suddenly let me fall like tat...
i could not sleep...until i drowned myself with 2 glasses of warm milk did the fatigue i had endured throughout the entire day get to me and made me fall asleep...
I do not blame you...instead i thank you...you have taught me the true meaning of life when u are suddenly chucked to your lowest point i needed to move on...i needed to learn how to carry on in life... as i told someone who was there for me for a while before he went to sleep...the sun still rise without waiting for you, the fishes still swim in the sea without caring whether you will catch them or not...i gotta move on in this world as the earth is still revolving around the sun...and i gotta chase the earth to keep on pace with it...
I finally understood the meaning of love having experienced the high and low of it...darling i jus twan you to know i still love you...those memories we shared will last forever and a lifetime...ily forever....