Screwed up every single test i received...Zzz...probably i just dun understand it...some stuff improved some stuff dropeed but somehow i wish i would be able to maintain everything...will I even be able to get into the stream i want? haiz...
sometimes i just feel like breaking down i dunno what is wrong with me...if it weren't for you i guess there would be no smile on my face. no one to be able to be there for me. no one to be able to comfort me.no one to have long chats with me the moment i feel down the moment the world seems to crumble.
sometimes everything just seems so bleak.... i dun even know whether i can get inside the combination i want? what if they reopened the seven subject combination? does this mean i will have to go that class? i dun wan to go tat class... All the months of hard work i have put in all just came to nought
yes i may put a smile on sometimes but does it prove i am really smiling? i try my best to smile...i really do...sometimes i find it hard to even just provide a grin...a smile which is just so impossible if it weren't for you... because of you i get to be able to smile... i get to be able to enjoy the things around this world, to appreciate it and be high...
this para is for you...good luck for yr interclass tmr... let it add another medal to yr galore or better maybe a trophy? haha ok:) at least u can't complain that u receive lesser than me coz u also have 2 medals while i also have 2 i only have 2 extra trophies though and it was luckyXD thansk for being there for me by my side really appreciated it and i dunno wat to say...thanks? haha...love ya(: