anyway let's recap:
eng-think i scrwed up for compre will know on mon
chi-yi liang said my compo wrote out of point but my teacher said nt...hope not then
lit-only sub i feel good could write a lot of points and state a lot of explanation
geog-already scrwed up a few questions from wat i hear around and from wat i read i the newspaper...but some questions were surprisingly heard to be correct
maths-scrwed up paper, no time to do anything and everything
sci-would have felt good if i had paid more attention on the sexual reproduction chapter sadly i didn't and not rush thru chem so much but still able to recollect some points and felt good considering i had rushed thru only thing i knew i gt wrong was the photograph which i could have spent more time looking at it instead of just dumbly browsing thru it
hist-i kept writing and writing but still not enough time, spent 5 mins to do section c pro eh?
i think if i was not with you and did not have yr encouragement, it would be much worse:) love ya
time just passes too fast...though i cannot change nor voice out against certain things i really dun wan to leave this class haha...next year everything is going to be so new for me it is going to be extremely new with about 70 percent of my class going triple>.<>
yes when everything changes,i got to adapt again but won't a single in the class even consider lit??? Zomg.... life suddenly just abandons u at the lowest point of life but sometimes it will just pick u up and u will need time to adapt again...yr life suddenly goes a 180 degrees turn and u finally get on before(touch wood) something else happens
but you and me we will make all this behind us even though i am still adapting
right now everything is a change for me...grrr i dunno why also... I ain't like oranges who adapt too fast sometimes even too fast for people to reactXD
is life meant to be like tat for me? why is it tat everytime i gain hold of something tat thing must just leave me......I dun wan to be like tat... I want life to stay the same I want it to be the way i want it...I want to score good results but even when i strive hard i still gt a ruddy bad feeling about it...sometimes i just wish time would stop on the happiest day of my life... but i know tat is impossible..people say i talk cheemnology but i dun even feel tat i am talking like tat ...it is just wat i felt sometimes saboing people or seeing people getting saboed sure does hurt... I want to be less concerned to be a less of a busybody to be more of a sadist but the more i try the more i become the opposite...
only u gave me the inspiration of life, the only thing which ever made me feel so good and so loved...That present really touched my heart... The gift was something which i will appreciate for life...I will terribly miss you...but now i can't help but think...wat if I had told you before all this had happened? Would I be suffering heartbreak now or be even happpier than before
I want to tell my parents that sometimes you cannot keep on blaming me bro has to grow up...I know dad is trying but mum...haiz...bro is just goinna get more and more spoilt and the only person who can watc there helplessly is me...
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